Wednesday, September 23, 2009

The Responsibility Chart

I LOVE this thing!

A few months ago I was trying to figure out a way to track Carter's activities thru out the day as well as reward him for good behavior. I mentioned it to my mom and she suggested we head to the Lake Shore Learning Center who carry school supplies, etc. They have big charts and little charts. Charts with words only and charts with pictures.


We picked the pictures so Carter could make the association between his activity and where to put the smiley face. This chart also has two blank areas where you can write your own chore or activity down. Now when he won't pick up his toys I say, "No smiley face if you don't pick them up".

It works most of the time..hehe


Friday, September 18, 2009

No Heartbeat

This is definately not the post I thought we would be putting up on this blog. I really thought this one would make it because the positive was so strong. The pregnancy had been going well and I wasn't sick. Thursday, September 4th we went for our first ultrasound. The baby measured 7 weeks, 3 days and had a good heartbeat. The doctor said after the baby measures 1 cm you have a 3% chance of miscarriage. Ours measured exactly 1 cm.

The next day we headed for San Deigo to visit the SD Zoo and Marine Land while celebrating Eric's birthday with our good friends the Leonards who are also pregnant with their second child.

Just before heading out I started spotting. Beck had the same thing happen, so I called the doctor and we all decided it would be best for me to stay back at the hotel and rest, which I did. The doctor called back and said it if stops no worries and Marine Land should be fine, but to come into the office on Tuesday for a check-up. We finished our fun filled Labor Day weekend out with no cause for alarm.

Tuesday, I went in and prepped for the ultrasound. The baby measured 8 weeks, so it had grown since Thursday, but no heart beat. Our baby was gone. They sent me to Hoag to confirm and then scheduled a D&C which I had last Friday. The tissue is being sent for pathology to confirm a chromosome abnormality, or my fear, not enough progesterone to support the child's growth. I would hate that be the reason the little one didn't make it since it's easily remedied with a progersterone suppository.

We will be seeing an infertility doctor beginning in October, after all the pathology is back from the lab telling the baby's demise and sex.

Yes, women have miscarriages all the time. It's just after seeing it wiggle and squrm with a heart beat and looking so full of life, I don't want to discount it's short time with us. When dad died, they said he stopped breathing, his heart stopped. He was alive and then dead. My baby breathed thru me and had a heart beat. He or she was alive and it counted. Now I have a someone new to meet when I get to heaven.

When we start trying again and get pregnant, I know we will all celebrate again.

Tummy Hurt

A few weeks Carter woke up saying, 'tummy hurt'. I thought it was because he was hungry and didn't each much for dinner the night before. We went into the kitchen where I put him in his chair and started naming breakfast items he might want. He said no to them all. Then Eric came in and said, "No, I think he really has a tummy ache". I thought, wow, my first 'mommy I have a tummy ache' moment. I looked at the clock. It was 8am. That gave me one hour to shower and get dressed before the doctors opened, if he was in fact sick. I put Carter on the couch and hopped in the shower. Twenty minutes later he was still sitting there and hadn't moved a muscle. He was definatley sick.

We jumped in the car and headed to the doctors which is five minutes away. On the way there, he started crying and yes, throwing up alllllllll over. Luckily he hadn't eaten anything so it didn't go far. We got into the office and got a room where I gave him some juice. ....bad idea. He proceeded to vomit all over me.. my shirt, pants, the floor.. you can see in the picture the towels and chair moved forward. I jumped up after he started throwing up and opened the door to call for help. It was great. The doctor was standing there, and said he'd be there in just a minute as I''m dripping vomit and Carter is behind me still yacking it up. Then we got some action. The nurses ran in with towels and a quick disolivng tablet of zophran. I called Eric to bring us a change of clothes and one hour later he was sucking on pedialite popsicles and ready to play.

When we got home Eric told him he could watch a movie because he had a tummy ache and gets to do special stuff.
Now when he wants to watch a movie and I tell him no, he says, "tummy hurt".. and I laugh.

Sunday, August 23, 2009

I think this one is a keeper!



We are officially pregnant! I have recently been having some strange health problems and told Eric if we weren't pregnant this month we were waiting until everything was figured out, not to mention the swine flu vaccinations.

Anyways, 4 days before I was due to start I took these pregnancy tests and as you can see, they are positive. I put a Baby Ticker on the side of the blog for a count down. The due date is April 20th. Our first ultrasound will be on September 4th, Eric's birthday.

As far as the health issue goes I have been diagnosed with Interstitial Cystitis or allergic bladder. It is a minor case, so I am one of the lucky ones. It is treatable by diet, but you have to say good-bye to coffee, chocolate, tomotoe products, most fruit, aged cheeses and an assortment of other ingredients.

Friday, June 26, 2009

Where has the time gone?

I can't believe it's been 3 months since my last post. I have lots to report but you can skip ahead if you get bored.

  • April - Swine Flu breaks out! Created emergency 72 kits for the home and cars. This took me forever to plan and was a bit depressing to plan for disaster
  • May - Carter has become my shadow and won't let me talk on the phone, play on the computer or watch tv
  • June - Carter turns 2 with lots of advancements in his developement. He started sleeping in the pack n play for naps and sometimes at night. Everything is 'scary' and his pronunciation of words is getting more and more clear.
  • Infertility - We have been unable to conceive since February. I met with my doctor and they said they would monitor my fallopian tubes to help us judge the best time to try for conception. I need to wait until the new insurance kicks in under Eric's insurance.

Sunday (Father's Day) was a scary, crazy day. We had family in from out of town to celebrate Carter's birthday and had planned on heading to Palm Dale to visit Eric's uncle. I called my mom to check in before we left and found her out of breath, vomiting and begging for help. I jumped in my car and headed to Laguna Woods. Below is the play by play according to my phone/ txt logs:

  • 11:50am - Call mom
  • 12:00pm - Eric's Aunt is an ER nurse and she has me ask mom questions. Leave my guests, start driving to Laguna Woods and call family for help to get her to emergency or do whatever because mom lives in a two story house and I can't gauge how bad the situation is.
  • 12:05pm - Terrie and Dale call me back and say they will meet me at mom's. Yvette hasn't responded yet.
  • 12:20pm - Arrive at mom's, run into the house, yell to find out where she is - upstairs. She can't walk or stop vomiting. I can't get her down the stairs.
  • 12:30pm - Call 911, Terrie and Dale show up and I run out to the street because I can already hear the fire truck. The neighbors are all watching. Please God let mom live.
  • 12:47pm - The fireman get mom downstairs. She can't sit or lay back. The firemen think it's stomach flu, my family disagrees. Terrie gets in the ambulance while Dale and I jump in his car and follow to the hospital.
  • 12:50pm- Yvette calls and I try to contact my sister to let her know what's happening
  • 1:00pm - Arrive at Saddleback Memorial, but they won't lets us back with Mom.
  • 1:42pm - Mom is in severe pain moaning. They haven't given her anything yet. The doctor comes in and pushes on her stomach. It's too low for gallballder. She starts vomiting again can't catch her breath. WHY AREN'T THEY GIVING HER ANYTHING??
  • 1:45pm- They finally give mom zofran and some pain meds. I can barely watch her it's taking so long for the meds to kick in. The Dr. calls for a CT scan.
  • 2:15pm - Eric txts and says his aunt thinks it a pendicitis. I keep waiting for Terrie to come back to relieve me of my watch, but she has managed to get herself locked outside the hospital while making a cellphone call.
  • 2:30pm - Terrie and trade places. I have to go back to mom's house to find her cellphone and call work for her.
  • 3:00pm - Dale and I find her phone but can't figure out how to work the stupid thing. Terrie says mom is calmed down.
  • 3:16pm- Dale and I head back to hospital in seperate cars.
  • 3:26pm- Terrie txts me that a lady is screaming at the top of her lungs in the ER. I start laughing to myself. For some reason I find it funny and then feel guilty.
  • 3:41pm-The Dr is back with mom to take her for a CT scan. I left for some reason. Can't remember.
  • 4:00pm- I walk to mom's room. Dale, Terrie the nurse and my drugged out mother look at me and smile. It an appendicitis. We all shout hurray! I call Eric and tell him Hilda wins the prize.
  • 5:00pm - Mom is wheeled into the prep room where we answer a bunch of questions before she goes into surgery. Her EKG shows a prior heart attack none of us are aware of.. not even her!!! Luckily, the anesthesioligist is a cardiac specialist.. geez!
  • 5:15pm - Dr. Lu walks in and sees my mom. She is the doctor who treated dad when he died last year. She said not to worry. It's a simple surgery. Everything will be fine.
  • 5:23pm-We pray they can do it laproscopically and leave my precious mother to the doctors.
  • 6:30pm- Surgery has started
  • 7:30pm - She is out of surgery and in recovery. The doctor said they were able to do it laproscoptically and the appendage had been bad for atleast 5 days. Mom had gone down one of the large inflatable slides at Carter's party the day before and we asked if this had caused any problems. His eyes got big, he said no, but he would have like to have seen it!..hahah. Anyways, he said the appendicts was full of puss and had black spots and would we like to see the pictures..ewwwww. They would keep her in the hospital for 3 days to monitor infection. Terrie and Dale leave. Yvette stays with me.
  • 8:00pm- We have to wait 30min for them to get her moved to her room
  • 8:30pm - Finally we see her. Her blood pressure is low. Yvette leaves and I stay
  • 4:30am- I finally leave for home. Mom's blood pressure is under 100 which could mean internal bleeding, but they aren't too worried yet. She is still very nauseaus
  • 4:00pm Monday- We find out mom is in a cardiac ward and they are watching her heart because of the EKG. She is very tired and nauseas. Bp is still too low, but the heart rate is low which they told me was good. If it's high that means blood loss. I stay until 10pm, pray for her and leave.
  • 7:30am Tuesday - Her Bp has gone back up and she is no longer nauseas. Now it's all about sleep.
  • 2:oopm Wednesday - Mom is released to come home. She tells me it's the first time she was scared to live alone.

As all of this played out, I was once again aware of the timing. When dad died I had family in town. Had they not have been here I would not have had the freedom to go to the hospital.

With mom, it was the same thing and of course, there is more. Mom was so sick and disoriented she couldn't remember anyones number and prayed in her words, 'Lord, you've got help me'. Just then her cellphone rang and it was me, but she was too sick to find the phone in the next room. Then she said she prayed, "Lord have them call back on the home phone", because that is the one she had with her. I hung up and called back on the home phone.

That morning was anxiety filled for me as it was Father's Day and my dad was gone. My dad also missed Carter's 2nd birthday. I had Eric pray for me, but then I needed to speak with my mother. She didn't answer her phone, so I called on the landline and the rest is history.

Before Carter was born there were many times Eric and I came to mom and dad's rescue in the 'nick of time'. The last time I saw my father was at my mom's birthday dinner. I had a strong urge to drive out to their home, even though Carter wasn't feeling well and we had already celebrated her birthday that prior weekend. Two days later Dad was gone. I didn't understand why God had let me be there so many times, but not this time. Was it because I'm a mom now and Carter is my priority? After Dad died I prayed to God, please let me there for her.

Sunday, God honored my prayer. Thank you Lord for letting me be there for my mom and prompting me to call her on the phone. I am so glad I was obedient and called. Mother's are so precious.

One last note. April and May I spent a huge amout of time making emergency 72 hour kits, checking our water supply closet and purchasing a months supply of food. No amount of preparedness would have helped my mom this weekend. It was up to God and the doctors.

We truly are at his mercy. Thankfully he is a merciful God.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Food Storage Fun!

This topic has plagued me for years, but until recently I never grasped what food storage was all about.

Growing up a PK (preachers kid), the topic of end time hardships was a regular topic 'round the dinner table. Dad canned food for us, stored food in trash cans (that the rats found) and hid food and water through out our home. He was consumed with a passion to PREPARE! I bought into a back pack in my car with fifty $1 bills that I quickly spent, but not much more than that. I knew I could just head to mom and dad's. Sadly, we treated dad as Noah.

When my son was born in '07 we soon discovered he was unable to digest milk and soy proteins. His only source of nutrients was from a very expensive mail order formula called Neocate that ran us $500 per month. Suddenly, I was faced with the issue of what to do should we have a large earth quake and not be able to receive my sons formula. Our bi-weekly purchases turned into monthly purchases. I sent a can with bottles to each grandparents home should we find ourselves stuck.

Again, my preparedness stopped with my sons needs.

After Dad passed away in July, we began to go thru the house picking thru his supplies. Most of the goods were expired... years expired. I grabbed a box of Mac N Cheese and cooked it up. Yes, expired Mac N Cheese tastes bad! We threw away box after box of expired medicines and food (I'm talking 5 years expired). My dad's intentions were good and yes, we would have had food to eat and water to drink should an emergency arise.

When my Aunt came out for dad's funeral she told us she had 20 year old grain stored up with peanut butter and a wheat grinder. I had never heard of such a thing!

Again I really didn't revisit the topic until the beginning of this year. After my lay off in November and turning into a S-A-H-M (stay at home mom), I was faced with scaling down our budget and cooking wasn't a strong point of mine.

As a christian, the one thing I wasn't going to do was buy a bunch of food that we wouldn't eat and that would go bad. We, as a family, had to agree to buy food that can be stored and that we would eat and rotate! This was going to be about a food storage we would use and be good stewards of.

With that said, I began doing research. I don't cook and we only eat fresh foods or eat out. I began reading blogs, asking fellow moms their food budgets and checking out the leading food storage sites. My neighbors all happen to be LDS and know a lot about canning. I consider them the pros. I narrowed it down to a few favorite website/blogs.

The first website http://www.internet-grocer.net/ is an online store where you can purchase food packages of 3 day, 1 month, 3 months up to a year, without having to think about it. The site comments on making sure your storage has variety or you can starve. I was intrigued as he touted canned butter, cheese, bacon, hamburger, pork and so on. I decided to order a sample of canned items to see how they tasted.

Below are the items as they looked upon opening the cans. The center in yellow is butter. Just below that is the canned processed cheddar cheese. Going clockwise from the cheese is bacon, ground beef, turkey, chicken, pork and beef. All the meats are fully cooked.

This is the bacon unrolled from the can. It tasted good, but greasy!

Beef..hmmmm

Ground Beef from the can and then I cooked it up in a pan.

The next two pics are the chicken and turkey.

The pork looked just like that turkey. I know your next question. How did it taste? The butter was creamy and yummy. The cheese was processed, but cheddary and good. The bacon greasy, but tasted just like bacon does. I cooked and tasted the ground beef, but it was way too metallic tasting for me. The remaining meats all went into the garbage disposal...blek!

I now know what we won't be eating..hahahah. The website also boasts may freeze dried foods, etc. which in a true disaster with no electricity is a good idea. We will talk about that later.

My next favorite site is http://www.foodstoragemadeeasy.net/ . These ladies tell you how to do it all and provide a spreadsheet! I signed up for their baby steps program which emails you weekly assignments to get your food storage going. I'm on the first step.. shelving. Since we live in an apartment, my loving hubby built me a pantry in our kitchen and put shelves in the coat closet near the front door. We have a hall closet used to store water and emergency supplies and half of a closet in a spare bedroom. Step 2 is water. My neighbors are holding an emergency preparedness meeting this weekend and selling 50 gallon water holders. I will keep you updated on my progress.


My third favorite site is a blog http://www.wantingwhatyouhave.blogspot.com/ . It's owner is a christian mom, who adores her husband and family and only wants to do God's will in her life. I find her inspirational and grounding as it's easy to get caught up in the day to day trials of motherhood not to mention the new task of food storage. She also created a help blog on making your own Home Management Guide which I have almost finished!

Phew! Anyways, I will keep you posted on my progress. Next steps.. a bread maker, land line phone, wheat grinding, getting pregnant.. It's all in God's hands!

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Went to the OB today

My appointment was uneventful. The doctor gave me my annual and scheduled a series of tests to determine if my ovaries are working properly and if my hormone levels are normal.

Tomorrow, I have an ultrasound scheduled to rule out any fibroids or cysts.

The doctor felt my miscarriages were due to my age (ugh) and that I already had a 1 in 36 chance to miscarry.

If all the tests come back normal we have 2 options:
Keep trying without medical help and give it a year or
Get agressive and seek help.

The help can be something as simple as progesterone cream. He advised us to see what our insurance would cover for infertility. I already know we can't afford the big guns.

Anyways, my prayer is that the annual comes back normal and it's a simple question of time.

It's in God's hands, I know that.

Sunday, March 8, 2009

NY / QUEBEC- Just Got Back!

We have been traveling fools lately! A few weeks back I told Eric we needed to get away (again).

Utah was fun, but I don't ski, so it more a ski trip for Eric while I watched Carter (hehe)
Anyways, we visited Grandma Helena first in upstate. She has an awesome new house on a lake and we wanted to visited. Plus she needed some help setting up her new TV/Sound system.











The above is Grandma Helena's house facing the lake and then her view out the windows. It's amazing!
Carter saw a lot of cows and deer on the way to and from the house. At night he would call roll on all the things we saw that day and tell them good night.. night night cow, night night deh(deer), ...etc.

Carter's favorite animal was Oreo. When he woke up in the morning he would scream OREO!!..haha









There were a ton of abandoned houses and farms strewn across upstate. They looked as if they would topple should you go up and sneeze on them. Living in California where even a boarded up house under a freeway underpass is unafordable, this seemed unthinkable to me.

We left for Canada on Sunday to visit Grandpa Johnson in Chertzy. He also lives on a lake, but is is frozen over. Below you can see the front of the house facing the lake and Bob, Eric and Carter playing on the island across the frozen lake.


Quebec was cold and snowy! Our hotel was very nice and in the center of the city. There was ice skating and lots of cool stores. Our last day there it snowed.





We had a wonderful trip thanks to grandma and grandpa Johnson. Maybe this summer we can see the east coast without the snow! More pics and videos can be seen on the dropshots link!

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Miscarriage #2

TMI?.. Don't worry, I won't give the gory details, but this is a web log of our life, so this counts.

After last months 'chemical pregnancy', the DR told us to keep trying and not worry about it. Now we have the second 'chemical pregnancy' (meaning the pregnancy ended before the 5-6 mark).

Yes, I can be practical about it. Monday's hcg was 16ml, today's was 4ml. My body knew the eggs weren't viable or that my uterus couldn't hold them and did what it was supposed to do. The good news is we didn't go 8-9 weeks and see a heart beat only to lose that baby. I'm not asking the, "can we" question right now.

The more haunting thought to me is if life begins at conception (which I do believe), do we have two babies in heaven? Are they with my dad? My mom had a miscarriage before she had my sister. I have often wondered if we would meet a sibling when we came to end of this life and entered the next. Dad might have a house full of kids in heaven. It's an interesting prospect to me.

Anyways, my body needs a break. Forget the emotional aspect..try hormone fluctuation and cramping for two weeks!

What's next? I don't know. We leave for New York/Canada on Friday to visit Grandma and Grandpa Johnson for a week. I'll set up a consult when we get back. It's in God's hands. I know that.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Toddlers and showering

It took me four months to figure out how to do it, but finally success!

I have figured out how to take a long relaxing shower without worrying about Carter running rampant round the house:

Items Needed:

  1. Highchair with straps intact
  2. Non-toxic colors
  3. Large coloring pad
  4. Baby monitor
  5. Music or Pixar DVD of Carters choice (optional)

This only works once a day, so I use it wisely. He hasn't figured out the colors might fit up his nose or in his ears, so until then I only have to deal with this:





I have a strange desire to watch tron..

Sunday, February 22, 2009

It's a no nap kind of day

Have you had one of those days where your toddler misses their nap? I don't recommend it. My child turns into a melt down monster.

We didn't intend the day to start out that way.

Auntie Yvette invited us to her church's BBQ. There was food, bounce houses and lots of room to run and play safely, so we thought it would be a great idea to let the little man run out all his energy.
We had tons of fun and good food. A huge thanks to PalmView Assembly!

It's 8:30pm and the little guys is still having trouble going down. I better go rescue Daddy.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

I eat chicken!


We have three words!!!
Yes, while Daddy was changing his diaper our Carter uttered those three words. No he wasn't eating chicken during the diaper change, but I was going to make him lunch after.

Later during lunch he uttered the words, "I eat cheese".. and yes, he was eating cheese!!

This little guy is so amazing to us.
Did I tell you he LOVES airplanes? I swear he hear one crossing Texas. We will be sitting a the dinner table when he announces, "armane' and raises his hand to the sky.

These pictures are from cousin Sarah's baby shower today in the backyard with, you guessed it, lots of 'armanes' flying overhead.



Pretty good for a 20 month old..haha

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Missing Dad Today

It's strange the things that bring Dad to mind and how some days are harder than others.

Yesterday, I picked up my cousin Sarah from her house. As I waited in the car, sitting idle at the neighbors house, I found myself staring at an old air conditioner hanging from the side window of a 1960's home.

Suddenly, I was transported to Forth Worth, Texas in the 1970's. We (Mom, Dad, Becky and myself) lived in a brick house on Rector Ave.

Texas summers were hot enough to make the black top bubble and turn a house into an oven. We had two air conditioners hanging from our house. One in the master bedroom which sat at the top of a hallway containing the doors to two other bedrooms and a bathroom.

A second air conditioner hung out the back of our living room window which faced a large back yard complete with a metal swing set that tipped if you swung too high and a silk tree waaaaaaaaaaaaaay in the back at the far left corner.

The fences were all made of chain link back then and when my sister and I felt brave we ventured the mile it seemed to take to walk up to the silk tree and watch the worms spin while petting the neighbors chihuahua who always had a building tick hanging from it's forehead. Mom said if they removed it the dog would probably die.... HA!

In the summers, after Dad picked us up from school, he would tell us to go play at a friends house while he turned on the AC to cool everything off. I distinctly remember how it felt to come in from the heat to the coolness of our house...so many memories there:

A pet parakeet buried in the front yard; watching my parents from the hallway entrance as they sat at the kitchen table and cried into a yellow phone because dad's mom had just passed away; being chased by a wasp across yard after yard until it caught and stung me, then dad carried me home and put a paste made from meat tenderizer on the bite to draw out the poison; standing on the side of the house on a cold windy day and thinking to myself to always remember the feeling of the sun and cold wind mixed together on my skin; Joann Jacoby, Joyce Williamson, and Skeeter who chucked a sharpened wooden stick at me during a 'block fight' that almost skewered my eye, but instead nicked my cheek.

I remember we'd watch Star Trek in the evenings on a large push button TV that sat on the floor.

As I came forward from my memory, I was left with the overwhelming thought, "Dad was a kind and gentle man".

Today has been 7 months since Dad died. I miss him.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

oon, ork, POOP!

Yes, those are the proud new words of our precious Carter.

He already has quite a lengthy vocabulary that I won't go into, but the latest he picked up on his own to the delight of his parents.

A few weeks ago, Carter was playing in the living room when he looked at me and said, "Poop!". I looked at Eric to see if I had heard right. To my recollection there was a scent that followed the proclamation which then set off cheers of, "Good boy, Carter" and " Yea Poop!" as we rushed him into the bedroom to change the masterpeice.

(Sp)oon and (F)ork arrived a little earlier than Poop and have now been joined with (S)uop, wap (grape), this, sit and a bunch of new stuff we haven't figured out yet. Phonics traing begins next week..seriously!

Poop is now also used for attention getting purposes and since the majority of Carter's responses are 'NO!' we have to wait for the scent to follow the proclaimation before we actually know if he did the deed. The cool thing is it means he will soon be ready for P-O-T-T-Y T-R-A-I-N-I-N-G...Woo hoo

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

SAHM I AM - For Now Anyways

What is a SAHM? It stands for Stay At Home Mom. Never have I understood the meaning of those words until now.

How did I ever have time to work, shower, brush my teeth? My hat is off to all you women who can rustle a toddler, do the dishes, laundry, grocery shopping, cleaning and have dinner on the table for your man when he gets home. This is a tough job. Forget looking good while doing it!

Yes, it is a delight to be home with my son, who is sick often, which is why we pulled him from daycare and is with me full time. (I was laid off in November)

My son climbs and runs and stands at the door repeating walk, walk, walk when he just can't be inside one more minute even if it's pouring down rain outside. He is a very good and loving child, but he has so much energy. This is going to get some taking used to.

Did you know children, your own flesh and blood whom you birthed, will KICK, BITE, HIT and PULL YOUR HAIR. Did you know this???? My precious little baby does this to me when he gets mad.

Have you ever tried to discipline a toddler??? Have you? Do you know what they do?
They LAUGH at you!

Seriously, if I don't stop him immediately from acting out, he acts like I'm crazy and has no idea why I'm upset with him. I actually have to call in the big guns (DADDY) and even that doesn't work sometimes.

This weekend I'm heading to IKEA for a time out chair (and maybe some colors and cool little gifts for him). I'll show him whose boss!!

We'll keep you posted.

Friday, January 30, 2009

Snow, Skiing and Family Fun!

Happy New Year!

We just got back from a fun filled ski trip to Utah and to visit the family. Cousin Brooke asked that I update the blog so she can keep tabs on us, so here goes...:)

Carter skiis!!

Last year we saw a guy with his toddler in a backpack skiing down the slopes, so we figured why not! We bought a Kelty back pack from Craigslist for a mere $45 and the rest is history.

You must check out the whole trip on:
http://www.dropshots.com/carterjohnson .

Baby #2?
I had positive pregnancy test the Monday we returned from Utah, but sadly a week later miscarried. The doctor did a blood test and said to treat it like a period and keep trying.

We'll keep you posted!

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

2008 Year In Review

Hi Everyone,

Sorry there haven't been any posts. 2008 proved to be a rough year.

Carter finally made it past his steady stream of colds from November 2007 thru May of 2008. We celebrated his one year birthday and then the world changed.

My sweet daddy passed away suddenly from an abscessed tooth on July 19th.

The following weeks and months seem to have been a blur. We had all been going to the same dentist and needed repair work. Mom and I were too afraid to return to the same dentist. I wound up having 3 root canals on teeth this same dentist had worked on. She had to have a new crown at her own expense.

In November I was laid off my job of 8.5 years.

December was strangely calm with Christmas and Family. Becky flew out and we visited dad's grave stone for the first time.

I suppose we were hoping for something strange and miraculous to happen as we stood there, but it was silent as death has proven to be.

We'll see you in heaven Daddy..love you: http://robertbaird.memory-of.com/About.aspx

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

23rd Psalm

A new life begins for us all, but for Dad, a new adventure!



Know matter how many times I say or write the below, it will never seem true.

My father has passed. I won't say 'dead' because I know he lives in heaven.

He was taken from us in a second of time. In the silence of the evening, when we rustle around home readying things for the next day, he went to be with Jesus.

How could this be. We just spoke and hugged and laughed together! Were there signs and clues? Yes and no I suppose. None of it matters now.
On July 18th, dad went to the emergency room at Saddleback Memorial with an abscessed tooth. They checked him in and put him on pain killers and antibiotics. The next day a doctor looked at him late in the day and said they would pull the tooth Sunday, July 20th. The evening of the 19th he visited with Mom and then told her to go so he wouldn't worry about her getting home safely. A few hours later the nurse was doing her rounds and found him not breathing. They resuscitated him, but he was already gone. It took 4 days to confirm he was brain dead.

On July 24th, we gathered around his hospital bed, held his hands and said good-bye to this great Man of God.


Yes we had some miraculous things happen in those 4 days that gave us comfort and courage to let him go, but I won't share those here.

Dad spent the majority of his as an evangelical pastor. He and my mother traveled the United States during the 70's as the 'Baird Gospel Puppeteers' proclaiming the gospel to children near and far.

I am blessed to have been raised in such a family. When that day comes in heaven for us all to stand before the Lord and our works are put thru the fire, Dad will have a crown of gold and many jewels for the work he did for the kingdom.

Before my Father died he had vision and asked my mother to type it for him. He told her it would be lost if they didn't do it right then (Dad was legally blind and couldn't do it himself).

We believe the vision is what happened to Dad when he passed away and our Saviour met him and guided him into the splendor of heaven.

If you would like to read the vision I would be happy to email it to you. Just send me a note.
In his memory, I have created a site for him at: http://www.http/robertbaird.memory-of.com/About.aspx

The vision can also be found on that site. Email me if you have trouble getting on it to. They have trouble sometimes.

Until we meet in heaven dad... I will watch out for mom, your princess!












Sunday, June 1, 2008

Carter's New Trick

As promised, here is the latest video. More to come...



Photo Sharing - Video Sharing - Photo Printing - Photo Books

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Our new family blog

OK, we've been inspired by our good friends, the travelingleonards, to put some effort into a family blog. While we enjoy our Dropshots website which has ALL of Carter's photos & videos on it, it's a bit much for most people to take in.

So, the most recent news is, Carter is walking! We'll try and figure out how to post a video, but in the meantime, please sit back, relax, and enjoy some recent photos of the little rugrat.

The Johnsons




Captain Carter

"Hello, my name is Carrgghhter."